Do you live your life with your heart or your mind?
Your heart guides you with your personal feelings and your wants.
Your mind guides you with rational to consider all aspects; everyone’s opinion, general consensus, pro and cons, etc.
How then can you decide? A balance of both? A tug of war of either one? The devil or the angel’s urging wins?
My friend, close your eyes and quiet your heart. Ask God to reveal the way to you and someone your burden will be lifted. You’ll find that you’re smiling again somehow. :)