Wednesday, June 10, 2009

Butterflies in my stomach

This morning...

Butterflies frantically trying to escape the enclosure
Waves over waves of rumbling sea swirl around in confusion
The mind wanders aimlessly; thinking of all alternatives
The smell of fear is desperately kept at bay.
The heart thumps to an erratic nervous beat.
Nervousness feels that way to me.

I pray a quiet prayer and ask God to keep the unwanted emotions away. I try to pay attention and keep my focus before I get that letter.

In the evening...
I rushed back to look for the letter and opened it..
Sigh of relief... though not for all...
However, I say a silent prayer and thank God that I can pursue on.

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