It has been a tumultuous motherhood journey for me these
past 4 years.
As the date of delivery drew closer, this last pregnancy
passed by in a split of a second. From going through vomiting every night for
the past 7 months to occasional vomiting these past few weeks and bleeding in
the gums, I have not really allowed myself to enjoy my final pregnancy.
Clinging to the initial sadness of the other spouse reluctant
for another child made me rather resentful and bitter at first. I would look at
other pregnant ladies in envy. When God finally granted my wish by allowing
hubby to relent a little, everything just sailed by so fast. Luckily, I
remembered to take some pregnancy photographs (hope they turn out great) to
commemorate this pregnancy.
Baby no. 1 was a happy baby, in a nut shell. Baby no. 2 (or
technically no. 3) is picky with food, active in moving and amazingly emotionally
akin to mine (to hubby’s horror).
I can’t wait to meet you my dear and pray for our smooth
delivery and good health. I will try to remember to play more music for you before
you open your eyes to this world.
Meanwhile, I need to really plan my last month of spending 100%
with my baby no. 1. Unfortunately for him, I have been neglecting him due to my
fatigue and lethargy from this pregnancy and I hope he doesn’t resent baby no.
2.